Addison Timlin and Jeremy Allen White (left) both celebrated their daughter Ezer’s (right) 5th birthday on Oct. 20.Photo:Michael Kovac/Getty;Addison Timlin /Instagram

Jeremy Allen White and Addison Timlin

Michael Kovac/Getty;Addison Timlin /Instagram

Addison Timlinis celebrating daughterEzer Billie White’s 5th birthday!

The actress, 32, celebrated her eldest daughter, whom she shares with estranged husbandJeremy Allen White, through anInstagram poston Friday.

“Today you turn 5 and my world feels totally tilted on its axis," Timlin wrote alongside a recent photo of Ezer and a throwback photo of herself at the hospital while pregnant. “I am bewildered and in a merciless chokehold of the mystical space/time continuum. How on earth? I see you and see 1000 years in all directions, always.”

The mother of two went on to share a bit about Ezer’s personality, noting, “You tell me stories that are so long and nuanced now, you say things like ‘I can’t remember his name, so let’s call him John.' You have the best sense of humor and the best laugh. You know when someone needs a friend and when something feels wrong. When you have a big feeling- it is gigantic.”

“My jaw is on the floor at just how you-you have become, I didn’t do anything at all,” continued Timlin. “You become, you become, you become- I make space, I make space, I make space. You keep growing and I do too.”

“I look at your face and see my life flash before my eyes. I see everyone I’ve ever loved and everything that’s ever moved me. I see everyone you are yet to love and every movement you are yet to feel,” she added. “It fills me with joy and peace and fear and anticipation all at once. It is a two step with life and a two step with death. Thats what being a parent is, its just that dance all of the time.”

Addison Timlin while pregnant with her daughter Ezer, in a photo she shared in Ezer’s 5th birthday post.Addison Timlin White/Instagram

Jeremy Allen White’s Estranged Wife Addison Timlin Celebrates Daughter Ezer’s 5th Birthday: ‘I Love You’

Addison Timlin White/Instagram

“Happy birthday my sweet Ezer Billie,” the proud mom concluded, adding five “I love you’s” — one for each year of her daughter’s life.

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Timlin and Whitetied the knota year after Ezere was born. The following year, they welcomed their second daughter, Dolores Wild White, on Dec. 12, 2020.

After nearly four years of marriage, Timlinfiled for divorce from Whitein May 2023.

Jeremy Allen White and Addison Timlin in 2022.Gregg DeGuire/FilmMagic

Jeremy Allen White and Addison Timlin attend FX’s “The Bear” Los Angeles Premiere at Goya Studios on June 20, 2022 in Los Angeles, California

Months later, after White was spotted hugging Timlin at one of Ezer’s soccer games, a source told PEOPLE that the actors are “still separated, but getting along.”

“They love their children and all spend time together,” the insider added. “When she filed for divorce, she was upset. Things have settled a bit.”

source: people.com